I held her in my hand and asked what happened. She: nothing.I: why are you crying?She: I have nothing.I: what do you mean?She: I lost my childhood lov..., I ruined my studies, destroyed grades, I got into bad relationships, got abused, beaten, broke up finally and I could not get a seat for pg. I am left with nothing. I am so lonely, my parents hate me.I: gopica, always remember, there are no final exams. We all lose and get lost, make mistake, but its too early to say that you have nothing.. " You know that's a bad idea." If you and Officer John Balleia came with me, making sure I didn't coaching her or pass notes, wouldn't that be kosher?"He thought about it. "Okay, but then you go to the hospital, if nothing else to get some pain killers. I'll interview you there." Thanks."By the time we entered in my guest room, Detective Hosumi already tried to talk to her. She kept silent. "What are you doing, detective?" asked Nakamoto."I thought you were interviewing this guy. And what is he. "Didn't you like the electronic game I got for you?" Of course. It's a great present, but I didn't ask for it. The only thing I've asked for is that you kiss me -- really kiss me." Christopher, I don't want to disappoint you, but..." She saw the disappointment in his eyes which nearly broke her heart."If I... if I kiss you -- promise not to tell anyone? Other people just wouldn't understand." Promise." Just one, and just this once, okay?" I won't ask again," he replied.She started to bend over. I've done some prtty weird shit but I just could cross that line. Lydia did it. She told me her pussy was pretty sore afterwards and would probably not do it again. We are the keepers of each others secrects.Friday, April 28, 2010 I finally called Alice. We got together and went to her apartment. We drank a little wine and made out for a while. I still insisted that I was eighteen. There seems to be a bit of suspicion. When I had to take a piss Alice told me that one of her turn ons was.