I decided to eat alone and took the lift down.Crotches were all I could see. I looked at all the men in the lift. All oftheir pants bunched up in the ...ront. They didn't care. They pushed theircrotches out into the world proudly. They chatted with the girls andlaughed with masculine grandness. I looked down at my own crotch and withhorror I realized that the difference was noticeable! I was filled withfear, shame, and oddly, envy. Imagine, me, a male, having penis envy. Inmy mind, I had no. Her legs spread slightly, her hand reached down to pull up her pencil skirt and slip beneath the fabric of some nice black panties. From the way Gary could see her hand, she was touching herself, cupping her fingers and rounding them around her secret spot. He could not help but grin widely. Bella was now masturbating while watching one of her colleagues being fucked from behind right in front of her. It gave him a new high. However, this was just the beginning."Keep watching, Bella." April. I hadn't even noticed the state of my mother's flowerbeds when we'd pulled in, but obviously Adam had; every line on his handsome face was sincere.She waved a hand dismissively. "They're nothing right now, Adam dear. You'll have to come back in June and July and see them when they're properly in bloom. And call me Pat, please." She took Adam's arm again and led him towards the kitchen in the back of the house. I made a move to follow them, but Vi grasped my arm tightly and held me. Naturally, all the girls would have been virgins, since society traditionally went to great pains to keep the sexes apart until ready for marriage. For many, the secrecy surrounding the sexual act, meant that they did not really comprehend what this meant for them, whilst others, Jenny included, understood enough of the mechanics to know what it involved. She felt sick with fear, for her cousin had once terrified her with an account of her wedding night and the pain she had endured. Surely her.