Andrew didn't like that but he knew there was nothing he could do about it. "I have a few hours before I have to shower and get dressed sweetheart so ...'d like you to make love to me for a while." "Make love" Andrew knew what that meant. .Andrew got undressed and quickly took a shower. That was part of Carol's new domination. While she wouldn't wash up before demanding her husband put his mouth on her privates, she now insisted he be clean before he did. Another part of the routine to destroy. " I was wearing a long-sleeved gray sweater, black slacks and some nice shoes I'd picked up on sale. She'd helped me French braid my hair and I'd applied a little eyeliner."What about dad?" I asked, my face dropping slightly."I'm sure he'll approve." Her smile, while genuine, was also strained. We hadn't heard from him in a couple of days and he hadn't answered his phone. "I'm sure he's just very busy; for that matter, he could have just misplaced his phone. Don't worry, go have fun." Thanks. I didn't hear her getting the couch ready, but I caught her glimpsing at me, again. Did I have a zit?When I asked her about bedclothes for the couch, she matter-of-factly said, "Oh, don't be silly! There's plenty of room to share my queen size."Groggy from the wine, we were out like lights in no time.Some time in the middle of the night, I got up to pee. So did Celia, moments after I laid back down.I drifted off and had this dream: What if Celia was lesbian and that was why she never married?. Die Erinnerung und Vorstellung daran trieb mir immer wieder die Schamesröte ins Gesicht und hinterliess ein flaues Magengefühl. Nicht nur deshalb hatte ich erstmal keine grosse Lust auf Sex und beliess es bei gelegentlichen Masturbieren.Nach ca. zwei Jahren hatte ich mich wieder so weit gefangen, daß ich ein relativ ruhiges und normales Leben führen konnte. Ich hatte einen geregelten Tagesablauf, der mir entsprechenden Halt gab. Ich stand morgens gegen 6 Uhr auf, frühstückte, machte mich fertig.