'For the next couple of days, I wore the outfits she left out for me andenjoyed all the feelings of the silky and nylon material. Putting onpantyhose ...lways got me excited, and motivated me to take advantage of thetime I had to dress for the entire weekend.I spent hours watching the videos on YouTube and practiced severaltechniques that I had studied. I enjoyed going through Helen's cosmeticsand making myself look as female as possible.Helen's comments from the photos I sent her were. The black guy turned to get out. "I mean fine, baby!" On his way out the door he exclaimed, "REAL fine! Whooo!"As soon as the guy left, Martha glared at me and said below the noise of the crowd, "Steven, don't ever argue with hecklers in New York. Ever!" Sorry."The train started again. She fumed quietly, lurching against the center post and turning to eye someone behind her who bumped her. She looked up and saw me staring at her. She chided me, "It's dangerous to do that. Don't do that." Okay.". So when Ms Hampel questioned me about my buttons I had a reliable witness to back up my lies. "She hates me," I said crying. "She's been bullying me for years. She is always trying to make me feel bad about my body. It isn't my fault I have large breasts. Sometimes I have thought about killing myself to make the pain go away."Ms Hampel bought the whole thing, especially when Michael walked past and was able to back up every word I said. "Don't worry," Ms Hampel said. "I'll take care of it.. Soon India and then China will join us. They too have to change as does Rome and my people."Sapor said, "This I understood long before you showed up on our shores. I have read your books many times. You do not force these changes. You treat those that do not know of you, with kindness but they are the people that are going to be left behind." I said that I do not want the Persian people to be left behind. You will have to hold onto the tiger's tail much the same as I did. When the Tiger is.