She continued by saying it was all wrong that I was his best friend and she was the mom, the same story I feared I would always fear. She smelled so g...od and I became mesmerized and so I decided to wing it. I pushed myself towards her and put my lips to hers and we kissed. For a moment she pursued but then she pulled away and said this was wrong. I shushed her and pushed her down horizontal on the bed and lay over her kissing her. She was really getting into it so I slowly slid my hands to her. Many of our men had died in this fight, unlike the one at Christmas. He sent me back to Trenton and said that I should report to him in Morristown every other Friday by sunset. He asked if I had money, and I jingled Susan's purse at him.I avoided the scattered British units and by sunset had walked my tired horse back to Susan's cabin on the banks of the Delaware. Along the way I picked up some abandoned knapsacks, several canteens with something other than water in them and a couple of good. “This is a punishment, not a reward cunt,” I told her severely, “stand up and follow me.”I turned on my heels and walked out of the living room and towards the kitchen. I could hear her scurrying behind me. I liked the way she waited by the kitchen door for further instructions. I pulled a chair out from the table.“Sit.”Tentatively she came in and sat at the table, wincing slightly as she lowered her bottom onto the chair. I opened the fridge and took out the remains of a pasta dish that I had. That way there is no argument as to whether it was a wish or not." Oh. OK. I wish that Lee never joined the Army and that we were bothfinished with a four-year college degree on full scholarships." That's two wishes, almost three. Try again." Huh? Oh. Yeah. I see what you mean. OK, I wish that both Jim and I hadgone directly from high school together and graduated a four-year collegeon full scholarships. How's that?" Not great but I'm in a hurry so, done." I don't feel any different. How do I.