I loved the feeling of watching my member grow and grow inside and training hard ons that got so full and hard. I had always be solid--but the pumping...took my dick to the next level and got me into thickness training levels which are now 2.5-3 + thick. I love the idea that my dick is now thicker than some poor small penis guys are long... My roomate in college had a smoking hot girlfriend who was very off limits. They seemed to be madly in love and the last thing that I'd ever want to do--was. ” Elizabeth had spat at the captain, “I will not lie with any man that is not my husband.” “You have a choice my lady,” the captain reminded her, “you may see to the cleanliness of our ship as an alternative.” “Very well, I will clean your bloody ship, I will not lie with you.” A small man, the captain’s second had shown her where she was to sleep, a very small area near the galley, it was dry, and not infested with rats and for that she was thankful. Here she was three weeks later and had come. Just thinking about it dampened her panties, causing that familiar ache every time she watched porn videos about it, pretending it was her. Jazzy heard the cab toot out front so she grabbed her small handbag and headed out.It was a Friday night and the traffic was heavy at times but it gave her time to think. Jazzy could almost feel his hands on her and she wanted nothing more than to rub her clit and finger fuck herself until she came but she was in public in the back seat of a cab. I wonder. Mostly I think about hownatural I felt when I was dressed as Alexa and how alive I felt when Iwas out as Alexa. The doctor' question continues to ring through myhead 'Who is Alexa?' Is she really just a persona I adopt when I amdressed up? Is she simply an ideal that I am looking for? Or is Alexawho I am, when I look up at the doctor."I think I'm Alexa," I say with little conviction. I suddenly start tofeel nauseous, but fight through it. As much as I feel I am Alexa, partof me can't let.