I was in Fred’s arms at New Year’s in New Orleans time. , and he kissed me. Or maybe, to be honest, I should say we kissed. It was the wine, the m...od, the chemistry -- it all led to a kiss pretty much well over any limit I’d have imagined, and his arms around me were doing more than just holding me, they were caressing my back, my hip. At the end of the song he whispered an apology and led me back to our table. The event ended soon after that, we went home and AJ, to my surprise, wanted to have. That means that I don't have to share you anymore. You're kind of special, you know?" I could tell that he meant every God damned word of it. I felt even worse, then because I had given or let Bryan take my cherry a few months before that when I turned eighteen. Dale had never pushed me for sex and in that moment I realized why. For Bryan, I had only been a target. I was just sex, but Dale loved me.It's funny how now in my late forties I realize that I knew more about life and love when I was. Porter gave her away and Janet played the organ and sang. The service was held outdoors at the Porter Ranch and we had standing room only, as most of Cold Lake was there, and a large contingent from Hermiston as well.The decision was that a honeymoon was needed, and I managed to insist that it be a short one, and made it stick. We were delivered, via a chauffeured 'limousine' that was really a very nice four door 1965 Chrysler New Yorker, to The Seward Hotel in Portland for two days and nights.. She, um, 'handled' matters well. The day before we opened, Hizzonor the mayor Jim Smith himself graced our premises with his presence. I took him through ALL the facility, and he was impressed. Astrid the barmaid assisted him in trying out some of the lighter-duty equipment, and before we knew it, she was down on her knees in rather an unusual way, 'worshiping' the slimy politico's manhood. Being party-head (you?ll excuse the inadvertent pun) in a one-party town gave him the pull to assure the.