.yet again.It was early evening around 6pm. The night air that was slowly moving in was doing little to relieve the heat that had built up all day.Jan... my mom, had gone for a cooling shower, I was in my room gaining some relief from the A/C blasting away in the next room. I was surfing porn....what else. LOLMy boner had already hit half wood and was dangling loosely out of my boxers. I guess I would be up for “exposure” if someone come knocking who was not really expected, as anyone would get. ‘What’s going on?’ He stopped at the foot and kissed my cheek. ‘Morning Annie. Nice to have you back. Well, almost nice.’ He grinned sheepishly and I looked down at the very apparent bulge in his slacks. As the hall clock chimed the hour, I realized now would be the normal time for him to come see me with Tristan and Jean Claude and I laughed. ‘You’re no better than one of Pavlov’s experiments, you know that?’ His grin widened as he blushed. ‘Well, it’s an easy thing to get used to. No sense. She says that it's a double penetration, which means two guys fuck you at the same time, one in the cunt and the other in your arsehole.”“Wow! I'd love to try that.”, said Helen.“Really?”, I said, “John and I have never done anal. I don't think that I would like that.”“Well, Wendy's father talked me into trying it and we both really liked it. We used to do it quite often to vary our love making. Then I discovered that he was cheating on me ...”“Doesn't it hurt?” Wendy wanted to know.“He has to. The silence is deafening.I miss my wife, greeting me with a kiss, hearing her say, "I've missed you so much, I'm glad you're home." I climb the stairs to our bedroom and sit on our bed, listening to you breathe. It's the most wonderful sound in the world.I undress and shower. Climbing under the covers, I move over close to you and find you lying on you side, your back to me. Leaning over you I kiss your shoulder, my fingers softly touching your soft skin. I whisper, I love you Tammy, I can only.