. we got too the point where we were really comfortable with each other & would make jokes, I'd tell his girl he's my man & all that lol just joking t...o well deep down I thought he was really cute & amazing well I'm not gay I'm bi i could say, I've bottomed & sucked & got blown before other story has that in it lol. Well one day Idk how it got brought up but he was like yea I've gotten my dick sucked by a guy before, well it blew my mind because I thought damn maybe something could happen. I. I don’t know how long we sat there while I cried. To me it seemed enough time for a thousand eternities. I drew in a shuddering breath. This was almost enough to bring the tears to my eyes again. I had no idea that it could hurt this bad to lose someone. All my hopes had turned to ashes in less then twenty minutes. All my joy had gone out of me like the lights on a Christmas tree during a power outage. I couldn’t look him in the face. I just couldn’t do it. He said ‘Michel, let me take you. Rick reckoned she was intelligent so she must do it intelligently. If she became lost she could sleep among the dead rabbits and he’d find her after dawn. Yeah. ‘Rick Chambers you asshole,’ she spat. Lara shot fifteen rabbits on the way back and it would have been sixteen had the last one she spotted in her lamp been not been eating beside the front tyre of the Jeep. She’d seen the lights before she saw the rabbit and was only ho-hum about finding the Jeep. She’d kept a lookout and whenever she. “It’s not just skills training that Miss Matilda provides. You would be surprised to learn what can be achieved with some of the surgical and hormone treatment courses that she offers. But I expect your Mistress will explain all about that in good time.”The significance of her words didn’t register with me at first but I looked in astonishment. “So you’re a...”“Well, sort of,” she said with a girlish giggle. “I’m still locked up down below like you but I don’t have to fill my bra with padding.