“He was making you into a good, decent human being and I’d say he did a pretty good job.”“Amen,” a couple of the men mumbled.But I didn’t ...gree.I certainly didn’t feel like a good man and this little speech hadn’t convinced me otherwise. There was nothing about my life that another should envy, especially not a pastor. I don’t have a heart of gold like Benny, nor nerves of steel like Jimmy and I don’t perform good acts unless they benefit my own situation. I only saved Paul because it was my. " he began.She pointed the finger at the diary and yelled, "Well that's not it!"Fuming, Dorianna marched over and attempted to pry the diary from his hands. He held onto it as tight as he could, but she yanked it from him. Then saw what he was hiding."Oh, shit," she swore, then pointed at the door, "Out!"As embarrassed as could be, he walked out and shut the door behind him. Standing there for a minute, he thought about what to do. Taking a deep breath, he turned around and knocked."Fuck off!". “I don’t. I won’t blackmail you, Haley. You ‘n’ Dad, it’s a good thing. I would never jeopardize that.”“I jeopardized that. One moment of weakness...”“Oh shit, Haley. We PLAYED.”“Sex between two people...”“Fun. You had fun. I had fun. We still love the same people just as hard as we did at first...”“I don’t FEEL the same...”“Yeah, and you probably love Dad even HARDER...”“I so much do, Deena. Four billion men on this planet, HE is it.”“Eight billion people on this planet, TWO of them have made. "I smiled. "So you don't have to give me the normal lecture about lowering my standards." Well, most of your girlfriends of old deserved it." Here we go...." Crystal." Yep." A whole year with Crystal. I still can't believe it. She was sooo... Her freaking name was Crystal! You deserved so much more than her. That you wasted your time with... agh!" You've never given this up." Well, you keep repeating the process. She was never good enough for you!" You shouldn't judge her like that!" I'm not.