Her face became curious and she just looked at me.“Nithya. I don’t know how you see things between the two of us. But somewhere in the middle, I s...arted to fall for you. I thought long and hard, as much as I could do. I am not holding myself back anymore. I just don’t want us to be friends. I want you to be a part of my life.. I love you..!”She just went pale and didn’t say anything. I thought, “This is it.. Our friendship is over..!”Just as I turned my face away from her, she gave me a peck on. I was winding down quite nicely now. I even dozed off a bit. I had kept the lights out in the living room, which was only illuminated by the automatic outside lights. Suddenly the door opened and a man with a drawn gun charged in. He couldn't really see me in the dark corner where I was, and though every fiber of my body wanted to react and fire a feather at him, I used all my willpower to keep still. Then I recognized him. It was Barry Evans. He used to be secret service but'd had to leave on. By Friday morning, she had decided that she'd use the weekend to study and get ahead in her reading. Somewhere, at least in the back of her mind, was also the thought that doing this would somehow strengthen her bargaining position with Sonny. She had been thinking, after replaying Monday's conversation in her mind, that he was beginning to act like she was just another fuck toy to him, and that certainly wasn't what she wanted him to think when he thought of her.By the time Wednesday rolled. " Well, Jeremy, that makes my news a little easier. I'm off back to Maldon this weekend. It wouldn't have meant losing touch completely, but I'm going to be very busy until the Autumn."He breathed a sigh of relief. "I ... I'm ... glad it's okay. You ... you've been ... incredible. I ... wouldn't have been able to even talk to Fred without stammering if it hadn't been for you. I thought all along, though, that you weren't for me." I'm curious, though – is she really called Fred?" Frederica. But.