Not gone into the hazed numbness of narcotics, but truly gone. Itrembled with the feeling of it...I could breathe! I opened my eyes, amoment of dizzyi...g blur before things snapped into focus. Clear, crispfocus.She was beautiful. Cute, not just cute but sensual, a face full ofyouthful energy, blue eyes sparkling even in the subdued light ofwherever we were. Her lips were moving, but I was so distracted by themthat I couldn't make sense of what she was saying.Those lips. So soft. Oh God I wanted. She put her hand on my waist and pressed her body against mine. She kissed my neck very softly, and I moved away. Thing were suddenly moving fast for me I thought. I sat down on the bed with an upset look on my face. She sat down next to me and put her arm around me."You don't have to be worried, I know you feel it too." She said in a soft voice. "I just never did anything like this before. I never saw us two doing anything like this." I explained to her. "Never say never, my love." she told. The cold white porcelain soaked her behind through the panties. This caused her sensitive nipples to stand at attention. This embarrassed her even more because she was sure that Earl could tell. Why, why was he doing this to her, she thought. Her mind was snapped back to attention it seemed that the whole restroom echoed with the sound of his zipper being pulled down. The noise caused her stomach to recoil as if she might just vomit. Earl stepped right up into her personal space and pulled out. They would want at least one stable influence in the child’s life, and that didn’t look too promising if the only parent was a divorced mom without a job or any real education or skills. Most might not be prudes, but they wouldn’t like her apparent instability and lack of any established residence, either. Thinking of Roger due to his presence just brought that kind of anxiety to the surface and made her desire to be a mother at last.Roger tried not to think too much about what might have been,.