He's the onesitting behind the wheel in the driver's seat, but I'm the one in charge.I looked down at his lap and smiled without him seeing me. The s...ape ofhis growing penis was unmistakeable as it struggled against the fabric ofhis pants. I could touch it or I could ignore it. I felt him willing mewith his mind to move my hand closer and so I did, teasingly close butstill missing the target.What does a 50 year old penis look like, I wondered? What would it feellike in my hand? How would. .. Hartman muttered to herself ... I know how you must have felt...Among Hartman's dilemmas was what to do about her client Ruthie Burns. There were nineteen years of pent up problems and stress in her client's mind and no one she could share them with ... so over the past two semesters Ruthie had unloaded in Hartman's office.For eight months the counselor had listened to Ruthie's deluge of problems and complaints. She had a strong professional interest in Ruthie, because she considered the. "We both laughed. It was time to go. I so wanted to take her home and Igot the feeling she wanted the same thing. Damn she is so sexy, but shecalled a taxi and dropped me off at home. We shared a longing look asshe drove off. Fuck I am an idiot, fuck Lauren.The next day at work my phone went and it was Lauren, she was angry."Michael, why have you cut me out of your life? Why wasn't I invited tothe photo shoot? I would have loved to have been there in person andshare all the fun with you."I spat. Usually I didn't but if my theory was even half assed right I knew I needed to do it this time at least. I had no way of knowing whether the spacemen, if they were even still here, intended to make things easy on me, but I had no way of knowing they hadn't either.Speaking aloud had another benefit that I hadn't thought of before I started doing it. It kept me from wishing myself to sleep. If I'd only gone over it in my mind I'd have been sawing logs in no time, and that was another thing. A.