The best I can do is be your friend and ifsomething happens when I get older then I'd love to be with you, heartand soul," I said, tears running down ...y cheeks.Kurt rose from his chair and came to me, gathering me in his arms andheld me tight. I never felt so protected in my life and knew what lovewas, my feelings for Kurt.After that Kurt and I remained friends, but the touching and closenesshad gone from our relationship. As much as I missed the contact, I feltrelieved because nothing good. We were also concerned about our safety, especially due to the racial mix in the area, and we decided to have two-man teams of mixed races, and the police would provide us with hand-held radios to contact them if needed. The plan was that we would patrol our thirty square block community on foot in milder weather, and by car during times of rain and cold weather.During the meeting we informally selected our patrol partners, and since a black man named Thomas Williams and I had been talking. You heard your mother talking about when she and my mom were girls. It didn’t sound as if they had a serious thought in their heads until suddenly they were married. And they managed to raise you and me. To tell the truth, you’re probably a whole lot smarter than they were. We’ll just take it a day at a time, put one foot in front of the other, and we’ll learn as we go. I think that’s how most young couples do it these days, and probably how they’ve always done it. It’ll work out just fine.. Diary entry Tuesday 19th.I slept till ten this morning, completely fucked. Gwen is a fantastic lay, I want to do it again as soon as possible. Wouldn’t it be great if I fucked her and she got pregnant? She wouldn’t know who the father is, but I would.I might try setting up a video camera next time. See me fucking into her, perhaps I will get her to suck me off so I can cum all over her face, perhaps she will swallow it all.I was reckless though, leaving all that cum inside her and biting her.