I guess he just knew we were coming." He couldn't have known. I didn't give the order until earlier that day. HOW COULD HE KNOW? Maybe we have a leak.... Highly unlikely, ma'am. He knew because he knew. That's all we can say."It went on for several minutes."Get out. OUT!" she eventually said. "I don't need another somebody who doesn't know anything."El snapped a salute and returned to his apartment on the second floor. 'Damn bitch woke me up just to do nothing.' He added it to the long list of. It’s funny when you look at the past you notice things you’ve never seen before. I realized this week that I had never spent the night at my father’s mother’s home or at any member of his side of the family’s house. Once I had moved to the South that can be looked over, but before then? I realized yesterday I had never even been in most of her house. I had been on the front porch, living room, bathroom, and kitchen. She wasn’t rich these were coal miners. My sister and I just weren’t welcome.My. And they were. Every step was another little punch in the stomach.I made it to the top without crying or crying out. We went to my room and I undressed and put my robe on. I told Laura that I had to take a quick shower. She nodded but she asked, "Are you alright? Do you need help?"I sighed and with far more conviction than I felt I said, "I'll be fine."I grabbed a pair of pajamas and went down the hall. I brushed my teeth while the water warmed up and then I took a quick shower. The hot water. Yeah, I enjoyed living here, and I enjoyed being a part of this scene. Coming here tonight brings back a lot of great memories, and of course it's nice to see old friends. But I talked a lot to Amber those last couple of weeks before you graduated, and I realized I'd made a decision for myself that wasn't so different from hers. Sure, I could have continued running my modeling career here in Manhattan with all these people and all these friends. But when it came down to it, I knew I'd rather be.