My heart was beating really fast, he then came back to me, asked me to sit down on the bed and kissed my lips, them my ears and whispers to me, happy ...irthday, be yourself and enjoy this and then he walked away. I was almost shaking but very excited at this point. I could hear some clothes hitting the floor and finally I felt someone just in front of me. It was too late to go back so I reached for the person with my hand and touched around. The skin was soft and he was wearing just underwear; I. There were lots of caressing, cuddling and kissing but no sex. I fell asleep holding her.I woke up to the smell of coffee. I felt a body next to me and open my eyes to see Tamara looking at me. I pulled her to me and kissed her. Lena came in with two steaming mugs of coffee."Tell me I had a bad nightmare last night," I said."You didn't have a nightmare. I do have cancer. I would like to keep it a secret while we're here in Scottsdale, though." I'll try, but I have trouble hiding my emotions."I. If she didn’t, then it could mean she wouldn’t believe anything I had to say, which would make my efforts all the more difficult.I no more than stepped into the light of the kitchen and Alyssa pushed me aside to get through. She went straight for the coffee, and poured herself a cup. I noticed how the shorts rode up on Alyssa. She had the same bubble butt as Faith. I then looked around for Mom and found her sitting in the breakfast nook, staring out of the bay windows to the field behind our. She wore it short, just below her shoulder blades. It cascaded down and looked soft and sweet to the touch. I didn’t know; I’d never touched Celeste in my life. Not even a friendly hug or a New Years’ kiss. Well, to be completely accurate, the one time I had touched her was was still fresh in my mind, no matter how hard I tried to forget. Standing beside her at her desk, trying to show her how to work a new program I’d written, I leaned over and put my hand on her shoulder. I felt her stiffen,.