No one is going to say anything to anybody, just the way we all protect our relationship with Jim.”Lisa said, “But I don’t know how this would w...rk.”Ash took my hand and kissed it. “We don’t know how our foursome will work either – a thirty-four year old man with a thirty year old and two fifteen year old lovers, who collectively have three other lovers – Deb and Doug, and ... you. We are taking it one day at a time, but we have a longer commitment horizon. We know that in the long run this is. Even if you want to phone your mom, just tell them to be quiet about it and go right ahead." Being seen as just a cum deposit was both humiliating and exhilarating... which I couldn't explain. For the life of me, I couldn't explain why being on my knees felt natural, why having a cock in my mouth felt pleasurable, or why the idea of swallowing cum was consuming me. It just was what it was. Hunger. Insatiable hunger. Desire. A need to please. "Like I said, just pull your dick out right now and. .as I had no control over the size of my dick, unlike the conscious choice I made to suck his cock...again."No wonder your wife has a big black dildo," he continued, "no way she gets off on that tiny thing."Again, thoughts that had become abundantly clear the past few days.I stroked my cock, somehow completely turned on both by having a cock in my mouth and for some inexplicable reason, the degrading talk too."I bet your wife would beg for this cock in her cunt," he continued.Again. I dropped into a slide on the gym floor and clutched a red rubber ball. I got to my feet quickly and hurled it at Billy knowing my team's only shot was to get him out right away. A futile. Effort though as he blocked it with the ball he held. Virgil picked it up and simultaneously they heaved them at me. I turned my back, one hitting my leg and the other stinging me between my shoulder blades. I was humiliated... First out.I went and sat on the sideline and watched what I knew was going to.