I realised she wasn’t here because of a sudden rise in her interest in art – it had to be because of me! This somewhat excited me ... I’d never ...oticed any interest of hers in me, and she hadn’t much caught my eye either. She was of medium height, had blond hair, small eyes, very full lips, laughed a lot ... a likeable woman, but not more.Only a few days before her husband had been in my shop. He showed me a very old book of his and wanted to know if I could sell it for him in my shop. I didn’t. My years of working together with Empress Anna soon seemed to blur together. An endless stream of handling small problems before they could become large ones. Endless numbers of ceremonies where I filled in for Anna, as she had once filled in for Davidson. The endless grind of a never-ending job that showed more than twice Emperor Davidson's wisdom in selecting Anna as his consort and successor.As soon as she heard the details, Anna congratulated me on how well I'd tamed my male side."I had. For each of us to lie, naked and spread-eagle in all our vulnerabilities...”“I believe good sex is giving and trust,” he replied. “Each partner gives one hundred percent and trusts the other to do the same.”“Really well expressed, Jeff.”“Last night was pretty special for me, too,” he replied. “I have feelings for you, Chelsea, that I’ve never felt before.”“It’s not because I’m trans, is it? Jeff -- if it turns out that I’m just another scalp ... another trophy ... That would destroy me.”He. " It's called being a virgin Chris, and you sure were weren't you. Don't you know anything about a woman's body? And being a virgin, well, it's not something dirty Chris." Well you were sure in a hurry to lose yours, letting your boyfriend rape you in the backseat of his car. I'm older so I should have been first damn it." He did not rape me." Oh, then what do you call it, you said you cried the whole time, that he wouldn't stop, and he didn't pull out when you begged him to, so now look,.