However, nothing quite provides that feeling of downright-seediness, like guzzling another guy's spunk from a used-condom - NOTHING!!! And for me pers...nally, the fact that I'm most definitely not even into guys, makes it even dirtier and even more depraved. Reducing your otherwise masculine-self to the level of a cum-swallowing slut, in such a fashion, is the ultimate way of rubbing your own nose in the fact, that another, more sexually dominant guy, got to fuck some girl and you. I looked over at Jane and just asked. And you, what have you got to add to this?Its true. Im married, but as you can tell not happily.Over 18 months ago I found condoms in his baggage and we haven´t used them since the youngest was born as i was sterilised. I had his emails check by a friend and we found hundreds of emails to another woman. He was even emailing her when he was with me.I had the same person do some other checks on him and found out he also has another house where he lives with. I looked over the furniture one more time, to see if there was anything left behind that I might want to lay claim to or need. The living room seemed empty without my giant flat-screen. The basement likewise, without my weight machines and treadmill. I hadn't taken any of the family pictures, but all the ones of Shelby were remarkably gone. When that girl got a mad on she was a force to be reckoned with."Come on Dad, it's time to go. On to better things. It's time to leave the past behind.. We exchanged somepleasantries, then Charlene started to explain the makeover packagethat I would be receiving.Charlene told me that Steve had paid a substantial amount of money forher to give me the ultimate look of femininity. First, I was led to asalon and changing room area. Charlene told me to strip naked and puton the nylon smock hanging in the large private changing room while shemade a few selections for me. After several minutes, she joined me inthe private room. She opened a small.