Likewise, Kathy had chosen to do pretty much the same thing, and so it was we found ourselves with more time on our hands than we'd ever really had be...ore that first summer, which is also when our entire relationship began to change in ways neither of us would ever have thought possible.And don't get me wrong, though we sometimes fought like cats and dogs, Kathy was an attractive looking young woman, had she not been my step-sister, I might have even been attracted to her as a potential. I had broken my rule for her once already. So I just expressed what I was feeling to her.Me – “But we already did a video call in the morning.”Shanaya – “That was different, this one will be different.”Me – “What do you mean?”Shanaya – “I want to show you something.”Me – “What?”Shanaya – “That you will see if you come on the call.”I did not respond to anything for a while. I was in the dilemma that breaking the rules is not good. I had already done it once for her, should I be doing it. It was like through an interior fog I knew them to be true, that that was really me, but as hard as I could, I could not place who they were, their names, or anything about them. I started thinking about me. What did I know about me. I knew I existed. I knew I had a mind and a general perception of reality and how the world worked, but I didn’t know who I was. How could I know what a whore was if I didn’t know who I was? How could I be attracted to myself? Was there some general notion of. Five weeks went by and I had pretty much forgotten about it when someone knocked on my door. There were two women standing there, one on crutches. I didn't make the connection. I ran my business out of my home, so I thought maybe they were potential customers."Can I help you ladies with something?"The older one smiled and said in a light voice."Yes, you can invite us in and let us thank you."I moved out of the door and motioned them in."Thank me for what?"The younger one actually laughed."He.