Now was not the time. ‘No, but you’re right. That needs to wait.’ Lisa reached down and massaged me through my pants, but nodded. ‘I promise t... make it up to you as soon as a good opportunity presents itself.’ Reluctantly, she released me and returned her attention to the rear of the car. I saw the McDonalds up ahead and tried thinking of food to relax my hardness. Deep breaths. By the time we were in the line at the drive through, it was at least a little more comfortable. We both ordered a. ."Mister Jim was laughing in the office," she said. "Says it's the first time that a college recruiter has EVER visited that school." It's a MIDDLE school, kiddo. They're usually interested in high schools." I smiled. It was extremely pleasing to me to see my special little Cindy's effect on the lives around her. She was like a pebble tossed into a calm pond. The ripples went on and on.The sideways glance she tossed me had its usual effect, too. My head was reeling. She was packing away her. She asked me in a very matter-of-fact way, “But darling, aren’t you worried where this will head? That Jason and I might fall in love? That I might leave you for him?”I didn’t answer immediately. Claire and I just carried on looking deeply into each others’ eyes. And then I cleared my throat and spoke to this woman who was the love of my life. “Yes, honey. A small part of me is frightened that you’ll leave me for Jason. But I don’t think it will happen. Seeing the two of you together this. He pushed her face down onto the bed and held her there, pulling her hands behind her back and holding them with one hand while holding her head down with a hand to the back of her neck.He held her there for a couple minutes as she fought against him, her temper rising with every struggle. Finally she realized she couldn't win and she relaxed, breathing heavy from her struggling."Are you done? Are you ready to listen to me?" he said."Yes," she said, indignantly. Lisa was still fuming mad - both.