After he got dressed we chatted for a while and he said he hadn’t had a fuck like that for years, things had died down between him and Janice and he...definitely still loved her but sex was pretty much slow at that stage. I thanked him and said how much I had really needed that, I felt so much more contented I told him, he left and I rang him that night and thanked him again saying this is our little secret, he agreed.The next day I rang him at work, I said I was feeling a little depressed again. With all inflection, involuntary emphasis andintonation stripped from her voice she sounded like no one I had evermet before. "Tess and Rebecca." I must thank you for sending Rebecca then, she was just what I needed,but I think before we are done I'll thank you more for sending him," hesaid tossing his head toward me.Martin leaned back even further in his chair. The hint of the smile onhis face vanished in the broad toothy grin that swallowed it. "You knowI really love this next part. I didn't. Gay, why? Well, are you prepared for everyone to know because Im not. Its not gonna be worth it, doing every little thing Tim says for the rest of our lives but I dont think Im ready to come out yet. Well, I dont really want anyone to know yet either, I havent made any friends yet. Well, youve got one. Well, the whole team likes you really so you should be fine. Thanks, he said as he smiled. You want a hot dog? I really dont think this is the time! Well worryings not gonna help. Youre right,. Our lips are just pressed together for a few seconds, until I pull my lips back, hearing the familiar sound of a kiss as the lips part. Then I open my mouth just a little and press our lips together again. I pull her tighter towards me, pressing my growing arousal into her leg. I pull my lips away again, this time when my mouth meets hers, we both open our mouths, and our tongues slide across one another’s. I can’t believe I’m standing here kissing Janie like this. I’ve fantasized about.