I sat in a chair outside the the x-ray department while they made sure it was acceptable. I waited ten minutes with the pain grown with every tick of ...he clock. The transporter or med tech, whatever they called her, came out and walked back with me. My guess was that she wasn't just being nice, she was there to make sure I didn't fall, then bring suit against the clinic.I was getting testy as the drugs wore off and the pain mounted. I was outside the doctors examining room, when another. Finally my parents seemed to like this one house. The sales lady told them she would take me for ice cream so they could be alone and we would return in thirty minutes. I thought the ice cream thing was weird as I was not ten any more. Me and woman got in her car and drove around the corner to another vacant house for sale. She unlocked the door and we went inside. She locked the door behind us. I did not know why we were here. We both went to the living room, she lifted her skirt, dropped. (I mean what kind of situation i have fallen into and what will this lead to in the future)i entered my dads room but he was not there icalled him and he answered from the bathroom 'sit down on the bed,just 5 mins' i said 'i need to talk to u about what u see in ...' I didnt even finished the sentence then he said 'me too..'.the door opened and i saw he was sitting in the toilet strocking his cock .'come in and sit down here'he ordered,and so i did what he said me to do .i could smell his dick. For those times, in the privacy of my mind and body, he became real for me, especially when I was eleven and he would have been thirteen or fourteen. At that age, my hormones were raging. The intensity of my feelings and desires was beyond anything I've experienced before or since.Instead of Marie or Vinny or one of the others being spanked, it would be Tony who stood in for them. He was a boy and could succeed where I failed. He was brave when I was a coward.It didn't really matter what he was.