I was lucky, blessed and over the top in love. I still am. Go figure. So, how could I do what I did? Well, let me tell you.Trudy, my 27 year old wife ...s a light weight. By that I mean she only weighs about 95 lbs. and is only 4' 9" tall. She, like many women of slight build can't hold her liquor. She's a happy, flirty drunk and I have always had to keep a close eye on her at parties and other "drinking" events so she didn't get taken advantage. I loved her and so that was okay with me. I'm big.. "MMMMmmm. There are quite a few over due bills in here. This one especially. It says there going to turn off your power tomorrow if you don't pay." I said. "What? Let me see. My husband was suppose to pay this last week. I forgot all about it. I gave him close to $400 to pay it. What am I going to do?" said Mrs. Hills. I just smiled as I checked her out some more."I could pay this bill for you. That if you want me to. How does that sound Mrs. Hills?" I said. "Oh! No! I can't have you do that. I wish I knew what you were thinking at this moment. I bite my lip again."Please close your eyes," you say. "Just trust me. I would never hurt you."Hesitantly, I close my eyes. I feel your warm hands touch my chin and I flinch a little. Then, a soft kiss on my cheek. My breath quickens."Keep your eyes closed."Your soft kisses continue on my face and reach my lips. One hand is still on my chin and the other is stroking my hair. Tingles run through my head. You kiss me slowly over and over. I. Soon warm hands cover them bringing new warms and comfort. You sigh with relief and ecstasy as they seem to rub them and massage them. A mouth kisses the lobe of your ear before trailing kisses down the side of your neck. The mouth stops where your neck meets the shoulder and you feel the grazing of sharp teeth there. In one quick and savage motion they bury themselves into your flesh finding the vein but there is no pain. The blood itself does not seem to flow that much but you are not paying.