Both girls were quiet this time, as they turned THAT in THEIR heads."You couldn't save him, but you didn't let him die," Mia said, "It was beyond you.... And you were there for your mother," Shay said, "Especially this last year."I harrumphed. "Yeah, I seduced my mother." You gave her the love that she desperately needed WHEN she desperately needed it." What about Fuzz?" I asked. I was surprised that I was, for the first time in a long time, feeling like there might be hope. I truly wanted to. What if my whole relationship with Inez was a complete fantasy!? What if I never really knew her at all!?"No," I croaked, my voice sounding hoarse from disuse. "NO!" I started to have a panic attack, and I guess whatever monitors I was connected to came alive. I saw a nurse come running in and, perhaps as a defense mechanism, I slipped back into the black void of unconsciousness.I don't know how long I remained out. I remember coming to, once again, and making a conscious effort to gauge my. ... suddenly you grip my hair and push hard against my throat when i don't open my throat for You you slap my face and tell me that if i knew what is good for me i shall swallow the drink You have for me.i realize that i am not allowed to miss a drop, and try to open my throat gagging slightly, You tell me to take a deep breath and i can feel You entering my throat you keep it there pumping slightly in and out until my eyes start to roll back in my head when you pull out and let me take another. I bent over and slowly inserted the top of the bottle. With a gentle push I started filling myself with water. The feeling was very new to me and I liked it. I slowly started to turn on, but it was no time for that. When I emptied the bottle I stood up and had to rush to the toilet to expulse. I repeated it two more times with the last time using milk. The milk came out completely white meaning I really cleaned myself. I was completely hard by that time but I somehow managed not to play with.