There was curiosity in watching Rori work her artistry on my face. There was a critical look at the final product when I realized that the hairstyle w...s wrong and decided on a different wig. The pictures? They are a reminder to me that I did do this and came out of it a more confident person.The biggest change to me is that I now know that crossdressing is no longer an obsession. It is no longer the tail that wags the dog. I now control it! I no longer fear it! That is a giant change in the way. I can be sound asleep in the literature section, but if somebody says the words "blow job" all the way over in philosophy, my ears perk up and I'm leaping from stack to stack to try to catch the rest of the conversation.So, when I heard a woman say, "I told him he could finger-bang me for a B+," my attention was immediately piqued. Was a professor trading grades for sex and, more interestingly, was he using a sliding scale of increasingly better grades for more involved acts? Surely, there was. Tony always put the grill in the driveway with a couple picnic tables, set up buffet style. Most people grabbed their food and then went to the back yard to visit and play in the pool. Tony spent most of his time at the grill, talking and drinking. The majority of their guests were just fine with that arraignment. They had heard his jokes and stories and seen him get drunk many times; they were more interested in visiting with others than seeing the Tony show again. There were a couple die-hard. Uski mast gaand dekh kar Tapu ka lund khada ho jata hai. Uska dil firse Sonu ko chodne ka karne lagta hai. Tabhi woh peeche se uski awaaz lagata hai-Tapu: Arre suno.Sonu Tapu ki awaaz sun kar khush ho jati hai. Usko lagta hai, ki Tapu maan jayega, lekin aisa kuch nahi tha. Sonu wapas Tapu ke paas aati hai, aur bolti hai-Sonu: Haa bolo.Tapu: Agar tum ek baar firse mujhe dedo, to main baaki ke 4000 mein se 2000 kam kar doonga.Sonu: Mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum itne kameene ho.Tapu: Kya karu.