It was funny to watch my sister and how she acted around W. J. On the ride to the school, Lizzie slid over a little too close to W. J. for his comfort... I don't know if she did it in imitation of Julie and me. She tried to draw him into conversation, with little success. W. J. sat there, obviously petrified to be beside a girl.Lizzie was twelve years old and was boy crazy. She knew exactly how to drive the twelve year olds that had been in my patrol last year wild. None of those boys knew what. "But we didn't. We just sat there, drinking."You know," she started up, probably a half hour later, "we could have a little fun while we sit here. I'll bet you could use it." I just sat there. Did I know this was coming? What should I do?"It's no big deal," she went on, "It's just that it's ashamed to waste away the time like this. You could stand a little, couldn't you?" I'd certainly never done anything with a middle-aged lady and never thought I'd hear a lady like Esther suggesting we do it. But before I lose consciousness the acolytes return. Mypenis is suddenly released from the block and I am given a glass of water andallowed a little time to recover. I am not released from my chains. Sister Ruth claps her hands once more. The twoacolytes reappear. One carries a large silver wine goblet, the other a trayholding cigarettes and a lighter. Sister Ruth takes a cigarette and the acolytelights it for her. They are dismissed. Sister Ruth takes a long drag of her cigarette andslowly. So if the offer were real, would you take it?Suck the gay alien dick and save the world.If you blow him, he’ll not only spare all the people a horrible death, but also offer them the keys to enlightenment and elevate the entire race.Would you make the ultimate sacrifice and offer your mouth to save every man woman and c***d on the planet?Or would you say “Fuck that shit, I ain’t no space homo!” and let everyone die for your vanity?Is the feeling of shame too powerful for you?For some people gay.