She had taken off her coat and I saw that she had on a nice black bustier with straps that held up he black hose and her stiletto's. When I broke off,..."You look so fuckin' sexy" I said to her and kissed her again. When we stopped Cyndi had also stopped and taking her heel out of Joe's cock she took off her coat and I saw she also had on a sexy black outfit. I motioned for her to come over and we kissed for a minute or more. When we stopped I looked at Ruth, "You wanna fuck his cock too?" I. It was aboutnoon time so I have plenty of time to make myselfready.Leroy arrived right on time as always. I greeted himat the door with a hug and kiss and he returned thefavour. We went into the living room where I had a nicebottle of white wine and a cheese and cracker plate onthe coffee table. We sit on the couch together, dranksome wine and talked some before finally he started tocaress my leg and press into me to kiss me. It waslike old high school days making on only now I was onthe. “I don’t think the others want to see me like this!” she whispered, moving towards me and gently pushing me back into the room. The door swung shut behind her.I was shaking slightly as we moved, inexorably, towards the bed. I think she could tell how nervous I was because she smiled sympathetically and leant in to kiss me gently on the cheek.“Are you sure…?” I started to say, but she pulled me into a deep kiss. My head was full of conflicting emotions, but I put up no resistance, and it wasn’t. “She says only nice things about you,” Ester said.“Too bad, she doesn’t say nice things to me any longer,” I replied.After Ester, I went home to deal with Michael. His withdrawal wasn’t violent. He was able to control it. It was possible that he controlled it too well. If he was faking the PTSD symptoms he was damn good at it. However he wasn’t violent, he was just frustrated. I have to admit it is disconcerting to see dead men in your dreams. That is generally the place were I light my pipe..