He was applying some more lube onto his cock and laying down on his back on the bed."Come on Jazmine, ride this dick like a big girl."He slathered lub... inside my asspussy as he guided me down into his erect cock.I slowly came down all the way to the bottom, impaling myself in his shaft. I knew he wanted me to go fast so instead I started teasing him, bringing myself up and down slowly, feeling every inch of his cock. He was moaning loudly."Oh, por dios. You're such a tease Jazmine ."He placed. I spend most of the morning tottering about trying not to think about what I am going to do to myself in-case I chicken out or get to excited. I go online and tell the members of the self bondage forum that I am about to attempt my predicament then I go to my dungeon / garage.I start getting items together, the 10 large wooden clothes pegs for my body zipper and the 6 small black plastic ones for my balls and the string to attach them, the clover clamps of course, spreader bar and cuffs, police. Seeing things was something I just was able to do. I didn’t have to think about it. It was just there and I rapidly figured out -- learned -- how to handle and enable it. You know, the X-Ray ability to peel things away and get down to the nitty-gritty of it all.I was glad the ability to ‘Hear’ other Spirits was selective. Regular hearing is selective and we hear only what we want to hear. I assumed the selective nature of hearing or talking with another Spirit was a similar thing.“You’re. Somehow, this day felt different, though I didn't realize why.He started to make small, subtle advances and I barely noticed. Or maybe I didn't want to notice. The wet kisses passed unnoticed. He mentioned again that he had been thinking a lot about making love to me lately. Gradually, the advances got more direct and forward.Somewhere along the line, I started to say no and it came out OK. That's when I knew it was time. I was surprised, but I knew I was ready, due to his persistence. So I.