It didn’t matter that I felt as if my heart was feeling the sadness or that once again I felt bereft without him. I knew it, I had always known, he ...as married and wouldn’t be entirely mine. I guess I’ve just always believed in fairy tales and thought there will be a happily ever after. Does money grow on trees, is the rainbow always in the sky and do we have perpetual sunshine always? I am not some naive little girl, I am a grown woman, mature, intelligent and quite astute. I guess when it. He's hard as a rock in his pants, right next to Selena, but she's oblivious to it all while she answers a text on her phone.Suddenly, she gets up from the couch and heads to the front door. Eric watches her big ass bounce while she opens the door. It's her friend Max. He's brought her a bottle of wine.Max says to her while he looks at her sexy body in the tank top and shorts, "You're going to let me in and enjoy that with you, right?"Selena pushes him out of the doorway and whispers to him,. ." he murmured as he gently reached forward and rubbed at one of her erect nipples between his finger and thumb. She looked at the stiffness facing her and licked her lips hoping some lubricant would help because it was obvious what was happening and she knew exactly what was coming next and what she was expected to do. He reached his arms out and started to put them on her shoulders as she closed her eyes, began to part her lips and lean forward only she didn't go forward as he gently pushed. "Dude, shehas a dick."Everyone turned to look at her. She straightened up and looked at me."Motherfuckers!" She dug her fingernails in, and pulled her arms back,drawing blood along my back. I screamed and reached towards my back,ignoring whatever she was doing as she stood up.Jack was on the floor, rolling in laughter. The bathroom door slammedshut and I looked around the room. Everyone not in on it, had theirmouths open. Louie spoke up. "Are you sure Jeff?" I saw a tent where there shouldn't.