He’s easy to be around. And I just feel like he worships the ground I walk on. And he’s sleeping just inches from me in this uncomfortable little ...win bed. Sure, he probably just wants to get in my pants, the way all of those other guys do, but he’s respectful. Well, enough laying here staring at him for now. That need for water and aspirin, and a new need to go to the bathroom, are taking over, so I roll over, find the floor with my feet and bid a hasty retreat to the bathroom just outside my. Before taking a shower one day, and with Julie out of the house all morning, I re-arranged the mirror in our room to give me a clear line of sight to the bedroom door from the centre of the room. Then I had my shower letting my skin glisten with moisture before loosely wrapping the towel around my body. I walked out and at first felt that I had failed as Zack was nowhere to be seen. Regardless I continued on and moved into my bedroom. Once on my mark I let the towel drop to the floor while. I was ecstactic, I almost came as soon as I put on herpanties. So about once a month when kids were not around she would"allow" me to wear them.Now present day, with kids out of the house and being retired, my urgeshave grown stronger to dress up again. One night after some fantasticsex, starting with me in my panties, I confessed to her my desires todress fully as a woman, makeup, dresses, etc. She was surprised, butvery attentive. "Does this mean your gay, and want to be with a man?" . "You open the door and let me in. Once the door is closed, I take both your hands in mine and give them a squeeze. Holding your hands I stand close and kiss you full on the lips. Maybe you're suprised that I kissed you like that right away. Maybe you're suprised at how my kiss lingers on your lips. Maybe you can feel your body waking up to the touch of our lips together. You give a little sigh and squeeze my hands in return. Your lips part. I trace them with the tip of my tongue. You must be.