Ab aap soch rahe h mjhe yh kase pata. Story padhiye aapko pata chl jayega. Baat h tb ki jb ma 12th me tha aur jyoti iit ki coaching le ri thi kota ma....Ma uske ghar regular jaaya krta tha. Humari achi dosti thi. Ek din mjhe physics me kuch doubt hua to mane mummy se kaha to unhone kha jaa jyoti se puch le. Ma khush ho gaya. Mane socha aaj mast maja aayega. Ma nahaya aur mane tight shorts pehne aur chl diya jyoti k pass. Aur doston us din meri kismat bhut achi thi. Uske ghr pe koi ni tha. Ab aap. Realised how things were in Tata’s homeland, I avoided asking about future trips and holidays not being fully aware of her situation and not wanting to pry. Anyway she asked me one night if I had any holidays booked and I let it slip that I was away to Greece in the near future and she asked me to send a photo of the page from the travel company so she could see exactly where I would be, as she also liked occasionally to remind her pussy of past events, even though her husband provided ample. During class I could not focus on the lecture, I was thinking about Terrence. I was getting curious. I wondered what my family would think if they knew I had desires for black men . As a Southern white Christian girl it would seem that I would not be interested in black guys. I was always seen as sweet and innocent. I even wondered how my boyfriend would take it.Once I got back to my dorm Terrence was naked on my bed. Terrence obviously does not waste time. I felt bad because I was dating a guy. I had no understanding of sex at this time but I knew it was degrading and I felt dirty.I went home and cried. My mother was now in a perpetual drunken state and both live in staff had left because of mother's drinking. We had a replacement cook from the village but she was an older woman and she regarded me with contempt. So I was on my own. In those situations you either wallow in self pity, or you do something about it.That night I made up my mind that I would not go to school again. I.
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