.." Lulu mutters.She stops and turns her head as if to speak, but just sighs and then continues walking. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who st...ll loves in this family. But I know that isn't true."Bye honey! Don't give 'em too much hell!"The door closes and she starts her car. She'll be sitting there for a while most likely, arranging her doohickeys and whatnot before pulling off.My daughter, who's sitting next to me at the dinner table which seats six, leans on my shoulder."Lulu," I say. “I can’t ask you to go through that again.”“It wasn’t that humiliating, and besides, the women we are here to evangelize have to endure that and more. How can we convince people that Christianity offers a better way if I turn tail and run after the slightest inconvenience.”“But it could be far worse tomorrow if we push onward. You could be raped, possibly even gang raped. You can’t risk your safety like that.”“What I can’t do is ignore God’s call. I’m called to be here, to help these people. My. . miss him,"she said softly, her voice cracking with emotion. After a moment ofsilence, she turned to Trinity. "It's past your bedtime. Scoot."Trinity nodded. "Okay, Mom," she answered, and then gave Julia a hug.**********"Get out of bed, sleepy!" Julia shook Trinity. "You're going to belate for school."Trinity rubbed her eyes, and as soon as she started to open them, shewas alert. Things were _very_ wrong! She was in a girls' room, andshe quickly established that she was in a bunk bed,. We found a nice camp ground near 'Big D' and checked in for a couple of days. We hit all the high points in Dallas including Six Flags, Cowboys Stadium and a bunch of the touristy places.Back at the campground we had dinner and decided to rest for the evening in front of the satellite TV. At bed time Kim gave me that lost puppy look so Judy and I invited her to sleep with us in the back. We did, after all, have a king sized bed in there.(I told you it was a humongous camper.) Well, we got some.