......You walk into the room and I'm already turned on by the sight of your sexy body, you come and lay down on the bed next to me and we started kiss...ng, our tongues entwining and playing with each other. My hand slides over your body and down your shirt, I inch and lay with your nipples and feel the weight of your boobs in my hand, it isnt long before your top is off and im licking and sucking your perfect nipples into my mouth.I slide my hand over your tight ass and the down your firm. I haven’t been well, locked away so as not to be contagious, but for the first time in a very long time, I am finally feeling better. You were gone from me before I ever fully confirmed that you existed. I don’t know if you left me because you thought it was a lock that I would have made you go away. It would not have been, in spite of everything I did with the Pills and the condoms and the pulling out. It would not have been, once I had a field of blue or a urine-stained plus sign. True, I was. ‘Can you use the restroom?’ This isn’t a restaurant. We have some shit to straighten out, that’s for sure, if you’re starting to ask me if you can use the ‘restroom’.’ Tears started to well again in her eyes but she blinked them back. She sniffed and said ‘sorry.’ As she was about to go down the hallway she asked if I ‘had anything she could wear to get out of these fuck-me clothes.’ That sounded like the old Jill, but why she was wearing ‘fuck-me’ clothes remained to be seen. ‘Sure’ I said,. We have a lot of shopping to do today,"echoed my mom as I dragged my feet behind them.We finally ended up in Charlotte Ruse where my mother was so upset withme that she stuck me in one of dressing room stalls next to the one Sarawas using.My stall was full of clothes as most girls try on something, but neverseem to return items to where they belong.I could hear my sister Sara in the next stall trying on outfit afteroutfit.Finally, my mother said, "Boy, Alan is sure quiet in there. I wonderwhat.