Now it was all coming up like a festering wound: Humiliation that he was crying like a child over a nightmare, frustration at how powerless he felt, a...d anger, so much anger, at the world and everyone in it. Enough anger to fill that hole in his chest that Amy had torn open. He laid there a long time just breathing until he could get a handle on himself and the nightmare was fading into a bad memory. A very bad memory. After sitting up very slowly, he picked up his watch off the floor and saw. The usualdisclaimers apply and unauthorized use strictly forbidden. Not for thesweet sentimental reader so be warned. Constructive comments are alwayswelcome at [email protected] JaneDavid Samuels was driving down the farm road in the middle of nowhere ina torrential rainstorm. The windshield wipers were thump-thwackingloudly on high and not helping all that much. He could barely see pasthis hood in the downpour. Driving as fast as he could, he still had atleast another hour. ..please…” nods and grins said yes… Beryl then said, ”Look son, were going to miss you in the week, truth to tell we`ve got used to your bouncing about on us on alternative days and erm…well…” she tailed off unable to continue, her face red and her sister, a little more brash and bull at a gate jumped in and explained, “What your mums trying in her embarrassed way to say is that when we were girls, we shared a bed, and some nights we are going to do that again, understand…girl on girl!” the. He forced it... I didn't mean to..." Of course you didn't, Ann... of course you didn't. But you did enjoy it, now, didn't you?" Yes!" Ann admitted through clenched teeth, "I did enjoy it! And that is the worst part of it all!" But it's not, Ann, it's not. Don't you see it's perfectly normal? The body is a temple, Ann, but it is a temple that must not be allowed to decay, don't you see? You didn't betray your body this afternoon; you have been betraying it by trying to hide it behind shame and.