"I'm lonesome when Matt is at work, and with his job, there have been occasions when I wouldn't see him for several days at a time. Plus, with his new...job, he will sometimes have to go to FBI headquarters in DC, or to meetings in other places. I've decided – with the encouragement of my husband – to not go back to work. So with extra time on my hands, I could use a live-in friend. You want to further your education, and if you stay, we'll figure out a way to get you in school. It might not be. " I wouldgive him a puzzled look as if I was hurt by his comment. Was he justteasing me, as usual? I never really knew if Brandon suspected I wasgay. I will tell you now, that Brandon was the person I felt closest toof my three buddies. He was what I would consider my 'dream' guy. He wascute, strong and had a smile to die for. He was a few inches taller thanI with great abs. (He worked out daily). And more importantly, someone Ifelt I could take care of. I really liked that feeling of being. He bent over Beth's blanket-wrapped body and forced open her left eyelid. Her pupil was enormously dilated. There were purple crystals in her retina. "Wow! She's really doped! What did you give her?" Nothing!" Tanya protested nervously. "I've been working all day! I checked her when you left and I checked her again five minutes ago! I just found her like that!" Alcohol doesn't turn your eyes purple." Frank informed her. "She's been drugged." He listened to her heart for a moment and took her. ’ I laughed. ‘You married?’ ‘Heavens no, just a few lady friends along the way, but nothing currently. And you?’ ‘Same here. I teach at a university, but off for the summer. I’m trying to write a book. Nothing very heavy, just some erotic fiction about love between women.’ ‘Ah, good smut.’ She smiled. ‘Yeah. Cunts, tits, moans, and such.’ My mind began to race with thoughts of her filling big places in the story I was working on. It was not a big leap for me to also see her filling the empty.