. even if it had taken a step into the twilight zone.I let it go on into the New Year and then I decided I'd had enough. One night, it was a Thursday,...Megan and I were getting ready for bed. As she came in I was laying on the bed in pajamas. This was a first for me. I usually slept naked."What's up Matt?" I was just wondering who you were tonight?"She stopped dead in her tracks and had a 'deer in the headlights' look."Uh... what?" I said, I was just wondering who you were tonight? You know.... Actually I didn’t want to let her go. I wanted to be with her. It was getting late and she told me she had to get home, she had to open the store in the morning. She lived above her store and after I opened her car door to let her out, she stood up and I kissed her again. It wasn’t a peck, but a very passionate kiss. At first she somewhat hesitated, but then kissed me back. After we separated she seemed a bit nervous when looking at me. ‘John, I must go. Thank you for a wonderful evening.’ She. Here I am in my middle teen years, middle of puberty and discovering boys and wondering about sex and now I am going to spend most of my summer on a farm in the middle of no where with a man who can not take care of his self nor hardly talk for that matter. We got out there and mom and my aunt stayed several days showing me the ropes of everything that needed to be done for granpa. Granpa could hardly speak much less anything else. But we settled in to each other and I started to think it was. . her usual attire."Jeremy... it's on the news... about Carol's plane... oh God Jeremy... we're so sorry... oh Jeremy..."was all Kathy could say... over and over."Kathy... turn on the t.v. okay... I want to see what the news is saying." I said to her... patting her hand."Michelle... I knew. I knew on the way home before the airline called. She visited me in the car on my way home." I said."What do you mean she visited you?" Michelle asked."The apparition... the one that visited me at the ocean..