“The rent will be half of your share at your apartment and includes all utilities and most food. Any special food you want will be for you to handle... I don’t mind light social drinking including wine with many meals but getting drunk will get you tossed. No drugs. You can use the furniture in the room or yours. The barn will easily store anything not being used.”She said, “Everything will be fine. I haven’t gone to church in years but it sure won’t hurt me. You are a bit old-fashioned. I like. The we spotted three of the guys from the restaurant & nodded to them with smiles letting them know Shirley was up for it, most of the other women wore gold anklets some had gold chains around their already naked bodies some had queen of spades tattoos, we all undressed and mingled among the others I last saw the girls head off with the guys from the night before who were all very well endowed, even soft, as i went with a cpl in an open room i thought about my partner with a pang of jealousy,. And to top it off I didnt get very much sleep last night. I dont know why but I had the strangest dream last night. A dream I never thought id have at this age. The first wet dream I ever had. A dream about a man coming into my room and rubbing my legs and groping my breasts. It felt so good and I loved it. I woke up from it all wet and tingly. I kind of hope I have that dream again. My name is Mandy, Im fifteen years old. A sophomore in high school. Dark hair down just past my shoulders. Never. It was accompanied by the kind of catatonic listlessness that could suck the love right out of you as you helplessly watched a young girl teeter on the brink between a life-long series of nightmares and fears or of taking the beginning steps in the long process of mental recovery. That is, if you can call what a woman's life becomes after being on the receiving end of a brutal sexual assault a 'recovery.' I had looked helplessly into vacant eyes that just yesterday had been full of sparkle and.