I left it at that. He started pushing into my thin boxers and it made my body scream with ecstasy. I stopped there, because I knew I couldn’t be lik... this, especially with a straight guy, who was one of my best friends. He lifted his arm to my shoulder and gently pulled himself to my ear he whispered: ‘I won’t tell if you won’t’ I shuffled around quickly to face him and started to whisper ‘But Er-‘ He kissed me on my lips, and reached down my pants, I was startled, but I went with it, his hand. . had ... two absolute foxes that are real ... did you ever think all this is a figment of your imagination? Or maybe a dream?" Oh god ... I hope not. Those two are the finest pussy I ever had."As you might have guessed, I screwed the pooch. In case you're not conversant with 1950's slang ... I fucked up royally. It's been ... oh ... three weeks since I been laid ... or even had someone to talk to besides HAL/Ricky.I'm still living in the boat ... because the ship won't let me out of the. And please if you feel at all offended by my outburst of affection for you, please, when you come tomorrow, just behave like you were the standard decorator and I the customer okay, and no umbrage taken?’ So I left with a different mind of Jo Buntin. When I got back to my flat I just chilled and went though what we had talked about. Me thinking how strange – me not even having realised how she felt for me, and just me – not realising I had any particular charm that would attract any woman. I. Must remove evidence. I re-entered the room, scanned it and quickly found the detonator mechanism from the device, adding it to the rope in my pocket. I couldn’t find anything else so concluded it must all have been consumed. I started towards the bathroom, being very careful not to step in any blood, which was a big ask I can tell you. Kate was on her knees spewing into the toilet. I fought the urge to go and help her. I just didn’t care anymore. On the way out the door I spotted something.