If Sunshine will agree to look after Mary, Esther, and Adam, I would love to make another trip before I deliver my baby."That was the answer I wanted,...so I asked Running Fox if he would go along. He said that he would, but he thought it would be most productive for Alice to ask Sunshine about being the substitute mother for the kids. I told Alice what Running Fox had said, and she dashed out immediately to ask the favor. Sunshine was agreeable, so we were set. I told Abe the results and he was. When he felt my tongue tracing the length of his tool I thought he was going to collapse. Talk about weak at the knees! “Anyway, to cut a long story short I gave him a blow job. Sucked at his cock, teased his balls. For all his length he didn’t have much staying power and before long I had a mouthful of spunk. He looked down at me with a kind of faraway look--like he was in a trance. His eyes widened when he saw I had a mouthful.” “Dirty bitch.” “That’s me!” I looked over at the yummy guy on. "We'll walk you home."We walked slowly. I wasn't in any hurry now. I was safe. I turned back to look at the car. It was still there, but Joel had left them and was walking away. A smile came to my lips as I had a mental picture of the driver trying to turn the ignition key with his newly deformed fingers. Perhaps I should have asked if they were having fun. I know I did.The moment we stepped inside the front door, the trembling began. I'd managed to keep myself under control while I had been in. What would have happened, I wondered, if I had made different choices at various times during my life? If I hadn't climbed that tree when I was 9, falling and shattering my arm, what would have been different? If I'd buckled down and applied for scholarships in high school I would probably never have met my first wife — what would the rest of my life have been like then? Would I ever have met my second wife, who, while I was musing, was starting to help put dinner together, if I hadn't joined.