Heavenonly knows what would happen when my father found out about it. He mayhave been divorced but we had to visit him every Sunday and to put itplain...y, I was scared stiff of him. It wasn't that he ever hit me, it wassimply that he used to bully every one who was weaker than him and a 12year old son was just another pushover in the bully stakes.It was turning to dusk and Aunty Ann came back in and handed me somedinner asking if I was OK and did I want a drink with my dinner. I sadlylooked up. “He was so pissed off at me that when he started ranting about it Mom came in and wondered what the argument was about.”Ashley was laughing so hard she bent forward and balanced herself by holding onto my forearm. “I told Mom that he was peeking at me while I got dressed, she grounded him for a week. He was so mad but at least his little fun thing didn’t get him in bigger trouble.I stood silent while she told me the story and wondered what I would have done if my sister had bought me panties. I. "The stage lights will be hot and we don't want you fainting so keep yourself hydrated. There's more there in the jug." Tony then went outside and introduced me."We are delighted you have been able to join us today for our fashion event. I would like you to give a big warm welcome to the star of the show, Pauline The Slut."I put on the first outfit, a white PVC dress and headed out on the stage. There were whistles and cat calls as I went out. People had their phones out and were taking photos.. ? The collar is putround your neck and closed with a padlock so that you can not remove it.? The collar feels cold and tight against yourthroat.? Not tight enough to choke youbut tight enough for you to always be aware that it is locked around your neck.? An ID disc is attached to the collar, andalthough you can?t see it you know that it will be engraved with the name andtelephone number of your ?owner?.?Humiliated on your knees where a collar and ID disc you feel like a doginstead of a human.