That night I had tough time sleeping beside him because again and again my mind was wondering around the incident. I was in a dilemma if it was right ...r wrong, my heart was telling it’s a sin but my mind was telling it’s okay. Finally my mind had win over my heart.I started rubbing my pussy and pressing my boobs, within 2 to 3 min I came in my inners.Then I decided by hook or crock I will fuck him, and started seducing him by wearing deep neck, asking for inners from bathroom (basically I was. I do not mean to be critical, and please do not think of this as an insult or disrespect, but you have made some poor choices out of loneliness. No one deserves to be alone, and you wont be. He laid there thinking about what I said and looked at me and asked If I do…if I meet someone, if you dont like her I am going to kick her to the curb. I leaned up and kissed him and said I love you too… youre going to be in my life and Peters for a long time. You have not met him yet but I am sure he is. Par vo sharam ke maare dur hi rehti thi To kissa kuch iss tarah hua ki 2 fin phele humare close relation m ek wedding thi jiske liye didi unka 2 saal ka beta aur priya 3no humare ghr 2 din rehne aa gye…Unke aate hi meri nazar uspe tik gyi…Vo bhi tedi tedi nazro se mujhe dekhne ki koshish karti rhi…Usne aaj tak kabhi kisi ladke ko chua tak nahin tha to uski ander ki bhook mujhe uski aankhon m saaf nazar aa rhi thi..Vo mere khade lund ki taraf bhi nazar rakhti thi…Saaf pata chal rha tha ki vo. All better. Not so cold either," she grinned. I supposed she was making some joke about dicks shrinking in the cold, but I really wasn't that interested in humor right then."Where is she?" I demanded, louder this time."OK, calm down. I know you grew close to her, but please, understand, she has a job to do, just like I have. Don't get too close to the fire Thomas. It's fine to warm your hands by it, but if you stick them in, you'll get burnt."She paused to look at me. I could see genuine.