Oh well, such is life. I was surprised to see that my sister-in-law's car was still in the drive. She was living with us after her husband passed. I k...ow it may seem strange but he passed over fifteen years ago and she had not even thought about other partners so we, my wife and family, served as her need to care for someone other then her son now going on sixteen. I had often wondered how she did it, just caring for basic needs of someone seemed to be more then enough to keep her going. It was. Didi chupi todte hue boli tu mujhe galt mat samjhna m characterless nahi hu , bas mera ghar na tute is liye aisa khyal mere man me aya . Agar mera ghar tut gaya to mummy ko bohot pareshani jhelni padegi or sath me tujhe bhi . Unhone pehle hi bohot pareshaniya jheli hai or akele hi hamari parvarish ki hai . M nahi chahti ki mummy ko or pareshani jhelni pade .Me : didi m samjh sakti hu apki problem ko . Apke sasural wale itne bure hai fir bhi aap apna ghar bachane ki kosis kar rahe ho .Fir kafi. .. His family is so rich... I.. I believedhim..." And why did you never tell me this?" Because he.. he kept up the threats... and... I.. I thought you enjoyedit..." Maddy says tears streaming down her bruised face, "Y.. you didenjoy it...." Yes..." Amelia said slowly, "I.. I did enjoy it for a while... then Ilost you. Sent you here to this place... I, I don't think I've ever gotover that... you see... Maddy, I... I love you too... I always have and Imiss you... I want you to come home!"I hear. What none of them seem to understand is that it isn’t fantasy. It is my reality - and that reality includes occasionally going catatonic in public. Being a zombie in public means police and court involvement so I have to keep seeing a court-authorized shrink to stay out of legal trouble.Recently Dr. Susan - she insists I call her by her first name but use the title - recently she found out that I was writing stories for the internet. She blew a gasket and demanded that I bring in my laptop.