I just need to be disciplined and strong.’ ‘What else?’ ‘You said that I can be feminine and girly as well as being strong and disciplined.’...‘Yes, and you have exceeded my expectations, girly girl. Being able to defend yourself in a pinch is a good thing to know.’ ‘Yes, sir.’ ‘Anita.’ ‘Yes, Danny.’ ‘I love you, Anita, more than all the stars in the sky…’ By mid-afternoon the lake effect snow storm hit us full force. I received a telephone call on my cell from Mom telling me that Dad threw his. " I thought I was going to faint, but unfortunately I didn't. The director shouted for quiet and the cameras started taping my ultimate degradation for all to see and enjoy. I think I went into some kind of a trance, because I remember very little of the details of my fall into hell. I have some recollectionof the initial activities; the difficulty Margo and then Mabel had in controlling the animal, who seemed as disinclined to be a participant in this as I was. I remember it barking and. Asever, tonight you look amazing in a pretty white top and short blackskirt, such a simple look, but so fetching. Your tights are beautiful onyour legs and your heels give your calves such an appealing feminineshape. You smell so beautiful, you are my dream date.I walk in the room and we embrace, I love the feel of your soft girlishlips as we kiss, I nibble on them and taste the sweet undoubtedgirlishness of your carefully applied lipgloss, I can't help but lead youto the bed as I feel so. "That was part of our experimenting."I was amazed at how nonchalant she sounded."But wait," Robert said. "Mom, you made a video yourself too, for Andy's mom?" Yes, but..." Can we see it?" both boys said almost in unison.Mary Ann and I looked at each other and laughed."I gather you guys aren't completely freaked out about all this?" I don't know, Mom," Robert said. "I mean, you already got us to admit that we check you guys out and all. It's not the first time we've thought about it."I was.