Please ... please understand. I just can't. I would if I could. Oh God, I feel terrible. I can't... ," she repeated, almost crying."I know. I understa...d. It's ok," he said bravely."That doesn't mean we can't spend some time together..." Megan raised her voice, talking to me, the giggle barely controlled. "Take that little trollop and do whatever you have to do with her. Keep the little ... witch out of our hair while I get to know this ... young stud better," she announced, her eyes laughing.. I sat waiting for her to reply for ever it seemed wondering if me mentioning my characters wife was off putting to her maybe but just as I was about to say something I saw the red notification and opened her message. My character watches you hidden from view, she see's you yearningly, lovingly gaze at a picture of whom she can only assume is you wife on the mantle then back to the news, she sneers as she readies the stun gun and smiles knowing you will never see her again...you were going to be. I’m worried. How is my life going to change after reading it? If he’s already read it what is he going to do? He sat back down and said, ‘Mom said I’d know who to give this to but she didn’t say how I would know. After I read it I now know. Here, this is for you.’ I took out the two pages and unfolded them and read. My dear Raymond. By the time you get this letter I will be gone. I’m not sad about dying but I am sad about not being able to say goodbye to you face to face. For all the years. Aval thudaiyaal en thudaiyai idika aarambithaal, engal thudaiyum urasa aarambithathu.Aval itharku munbu oothu irukiraala ilaiya endru enaku theriya vilai aanal naan itharku munbu entha penaiyum oothathe kidaiyaathu. Aanal niraiya kama kathai padithu irukiren, athai vaithu kandipaaga vithyavai othu viduven. Oru naal exam nadanthukondu irunthathu nalai college leave appozhuthu naan aval idam keten nalai varuviya endru keten?Appozhuthu aval engu varanum endru ketal? Haaaaaaaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaa aval.