Then tells me that he is going out with his father and brothers to pick up food for dinner. That Sterling and I are going to be home alone. I finally ...ble to get dressed! I don’t put on to much as I know it’s coming off by these guys! So I just put a pair of Light green boy shorts on and my green sports bra. I make my way downstairs and hear Sterling in the living room. I am able to see her from the stairs. She is Masturbating on the couch. I see her fingering her pussy will well. She keeps. Well, we're all alone now and Henry still looks calm as ever so what could go wrong?" I thought about this very moment for months now and I was nervous as I got closer to the stable door. Finally, after giving slight hesitation I carefully unbolted the metal gate and I quickly opened it, allowing just enough time for me to enter before I closed the gate behind me. Once I was inside I slid the bolt back in place and I locked the gate again so Henry wouldn't try to escape. My hands were visibly. I shook Joan’s shoulders and said, “Joan, get your mother out of here. There is nothing that she can do to help John, and there are things that have to be done with his body.”Joan looked at me for a moment as if she did not know who I was, but then some intelligence did return to her through her grief. “Yes, Bart, you are right. Come, Mother, we need to move to another room.” By this point, Mary was so far gone in grief that she did not seem to know what to do, and she was willing to follow any. I wore a skimpy white cotton bra, a tiny black spaghetti strap tank top that showed more of my tits than I am comfortable with, and a short brown miniskirt with small white panties underneath. The skirt was just long enough to bend over, just short enough to advertise to the men I would have to... deal with. I never dress like that, but I was desperate, about to be repo'd or kicked out of my home.I looked at myself in the mirror one more time before leaving, angry for being so irresponsible,.