Meanwhile she tried to escape a bit but then sat on floor. I hold her by legs and applied colours on my hand with little water and started rubbing her...face with green color. After applying I said, now you are free and can go back with eco-friendly face. She said, “I won’t leave you only with single color.”She instantly picked up the color from the window which i had kept back after applying on my hands, and started searching for water. She found little water on surface and said “aapka bhi. I was still seething with anger. I’m honestly not sure what in particular I was so angry about. Maybe I was angry about all of it – them lying to me, them arguing about me, them shouting at me, me mucking up how I asked about it, me causing my parents to fight. Most of all, I think, I was angry about them forcing the six-year-old version of me away from a home where I felt comfortable and safe and dragging me to a strange, new country where I knew nothing and nobody and where everyone laughed. They can't see you if you don'tmove. He smiled at himself."Hi. Excuse me. I just came across a hunter a few minutesback, and I was just thinking it might not be the best ideato be in the woods in the clothing you're wearing. Youmight get mistaken for some game animal," Len said,focusing through the hurricane of thoughts in his head.The woman continued to smile, but said nothing. Len thoughthe could see a slight shifting of the pattern in her skirt.People skills and visual hallucinations didn't. "I heard her catch a breath and looked round at her, she was crying again."Mum, what's wrong?"But she shook her head and wrapped her arms round me again until she'd stopped sobbing. She lifted her head up as I gave her a handkerchief."I'm sorry darling, it's just that it's, it's, well it's just beautiful."I grinned self consciously, "It's just a garden mum." but secretly I was pleased with her reaction, I'd sometimes had to go into the garden at the .institute for the vegetables, and I'd.