.. Well, have any of your boyfriends been into anything a bit – well - kinky?”“Not really. Unless you count a serious fetish for leaving the toi...et seat up. I mean Jerry – you remember Jerry? – used to like me to keep my shoes on in bed, which I guess is a bit odd.”“Especially as you’re usually in trainers!”“Right. But apart from that no. I mean what are we talking about here? Fifty shades of Grey? He’s invited you up to his red room of pain?”“No, not at all. Well, quite the reverse. .. and thanks for inviting me."Patti stayed very busy for the rest of the day, as if I weren't there. She didn't explain where she had been for the past four days, nor did she ask about the telephone call.I took one more tour of the building, sent progress reports to the home office and said goodbye to Patti soon after the construction guys left at three-thirty."Have a good time, Sammy," she said, smiling and I smiled back.As I drove to Holly's house I let my mind explore the possibilities.. I can hear my heart skipping a beat right about now.she chuckles still snapping her fingers at me like im her little puppy ( i can be if she wants me too rough rough rough, ill be the type of puppy that humps her leg none stop) "vanessa stand right here, what are you afraid to get close to me? she teasefuly ask as i am here turning a million shades of red breaking into a cold sweat as I am trying to breath but I seem to forgot how to breath suddenly the air seems heavy really heavy. 'Ms.Isgara,. You've been restless since you gotten back from San Diego. Don't you need to spend time with your son?" Yes," she whispered.Dad again beamed in victory. "It's settled then. I go to Guam. You go to San Diego."We walked outside the restaurant none of us sure how to proceed. I had booked a room at the historic Chicago Beach Hotel located right on the Lake Front. I had decided not to stay in my parent's home while I was in Chicago out of respect for my father and fear I might not be able to keep my.