Then he would lie on top of me…when I caught my breath I would reach between us and stroke him as he would gradually go soft. This was a religious ...xperience for me.I knocked on the door, it opened and I entered. There was my handsome priest in his seductive robe…the cross dangling down suggestively. We embraced and he whispered: “You’re a special girl, Phyllis. Are you ready for your surprise?” ‘Surprise?’ I thought. It was quiet in the room and I held on, wondering. “The Gospel of. ””Oh, wow, Sudhir.” Nadia stifled another giggle. “I mean, I’m sorry and all.””Look, it’s not a big deal.” I flustered. “Let’s just…””No, no, it is a big deal, really.” Nadia breathed deep, and I was uncomfortably aware of the way her chest came out when she did it. She was obviously trying to get her laughter under control, and as I waited through it I found my eye wandering down to her breasts. I snapped them up guiltily, forcing myself to stop it.It was going to be hard if I didn’t get laid. I still found myself being very quiet, never voicing opinions, perhaps out of the concern that I’d say something wrong. I wouldn’t know what was wrong to say until I said it, and that was the problem. If I burned with intense curiosity over a simple house, I hope it’s understandable what an entire company complex did to me. That Monday we were up early, taking a lift with Zack while Amelia took Hanna to school. The complex was out the edges of town, as if eating up its own acres of countryside.. "Don't forget what I've said, you can be my secretary for ever andever." I want that," I replied.The next day I called in sick. After talking with Betty I had madean appointment with the surgeon who had given me my breasts."Let me see them," she said when we were in her office. I slippedoff my blouse and bra."Yes, I did a good job. They look magnificent. Are you happy withthem?" Very much," I replied. "But I want to discuss the possibility ofhaving sex realignment surgery." I do it, as you must.