In the present, I was happily married, a family man, and had to admit a indulging in a small guilty pleasure that Ruth was not only still single, but ...till living with her parents to this day. She'd never been able to commit, not to me, or anyone else apparently, and as far as I knew, was probably still a virgin. I often wondered if she looked at me now, with my wife and family, and thought to herself "this could have been my life."After all, I had told her I loved her, and she'd said "I'm so. One Monday morning, as I was getting the dirty clothes ready for the washing machine, I discovered a pair of my fancier sexy knickers in the bottom of the hamper, soaked with sperm. My 14 year old son Mark must be using my knickers to wank off!After I had placed all the clothing in the washing machine, I went to my bedroom and, laying down on the bed, started to play with my hairy pussy. When I was satisfied that the crotch of the knickers I was wearing was well soaked with my own pussy juices,. September 30thHad the back yard landscaped with tropical plants today. Lots of palms and rocks. No more mowing lawns for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here.October 10thThe temperature hasn't been below 35°c all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least today it's windy though. Keeps the flies off a bit. Acclimatising is taking longer than I expected.October 15thFell asleep by the pool yesterday. Got third degree burns over 60% of my body. Missed three days of work.. While they were patting me dry, Iasked one of the women what the bride seeing ceremony was about. In a lowvoice, one of the woman told me that Solachi was trying to sell me off toa wealthy gay man. I was to be presented to him as beautiful virginshemale in about an hour.Homosexuality is a taboo in India, so that's were passable shemales cometo the rescue. The outside world is fooled, while the wealthy gay manstill gets another dick to play with! For this reason, the market forshemales had.